HELLO!!!

Hi guys!!!! I am really and extremely sorry that I didn't update this blog since last month. I was having many problems that affected myself for weeks. Friends, families, who haven't had any problems? I know that we all have.. I was feeling bluuuuueeeeee (the sad parts) and reeedddddd (the mad parts). even till now.. :( . but I realize that sitting back and crying don't do any good. 

Oh, how I really missed blogging! now let me present my first ever post (starting this July) hehehe ;P

Actually, this post is nothing but to say that I'm back. I know that everyone missed me.. :D

Oh! and what do you think about my new banner? I changed it just several minutes ago because the previous one was kinda boring..  or is it not?? you decide!! ;)

Love,

that girl who was sad and now is done with it.

P.S.: Thank you for your sweet and supportive comments! they really helped to make my day! :)

BLAH

This week... is not a very good week for me. many unexpected things happened and I am not ready for them till now. thank God that a new week will start. hopefully things will change, or at least how I react to things will. 

Till then,

XOXO

Janice

bye heights!

Yesterday I went to Bedugul with my friends. we took the Tree Top adventure, which was fun actually, but due to my phobia of heights, it was Not fun. uuurrrghh.. I was so scared! the trees were so tall, and I couldn't stand the moving planks and ropes. tree top is so-not-me. But then we went speed-boating in the lake. Oh what fun. feeling the cold wind blowing my face and hair. lovely feelings, indeed. hehehehe. And.. I tried to steer the boat. hehe that's my first experience,really. 

For any of you who is brave enough and adventurous, I recommend you go to 'Kebun Raya' in Bedugul if you're visiting Bali someday, to try the Tree Top stuff. :)

yyeep. that's me. there!

my hands were hurt by the metal cable. aaargh.

with jesslyn, vita, audrey, jessica, joscelind and my sister.

audrey and jessica (they look like they're twins), me and jesslyn.

Oooookay.

that's about yesterday.

tonight, I went to the airport to accompany my dearest friend, Ryan Ruslan. He's going to stay in Jakarta with his family. Bye bye, Ryan!!!! take care there and don't cry!!

monica, ryan and me at the airport. :'(

The Morning Assembly.

Ryan, Leo, Syailendra, Jun Ku and Kihnham.

the band misses you already, Ryan...!

I am so sorry for the poor qualities of the photos. they were like, taken by my friend's BB which, itself, is not a proper camera. 

Bye Ryan...don't cry because you miss me! ;p

Love,

Janice.

it's 1 a.m.

I am soooo Happy that IGCSE is finished now. I am free!! yea not that free, but at least I don't have to study anymore for some time and that's great. but I'm a lil bit sad that I'll leave that school.. and my friends there.. ToT

hmmm..about prom night? it was pretty fun and now I am too tired. aaa and I'm sorry if may be I cannot post tomorrow. tomorrow I will have a busy day and night. sooorrryyyyyyyyyy...

Love,
Janice

let me tell you something..

Let me tell you, my dear readers, followers and friends (and others too), that I love you.

image via tumblr.

Donna Karan and Me

“Donna Karan is famous for her consistently feminine, wearable clothing that speaks to the great diversity of women.”--Armand Limnander.

Here's a peek of her Resort 2010 womenswear collection.






She's one of my favorite designers. In this collection I love the shocking pink and red colors she combined with the basic black, grey, nude and navy blue colors. She is, indeed, a very feminine designer.

Speaking of Donna Karan, she once came to my dad's office (or showroom, or workshop, or.. I don't really know the exact word for it) in Bali, of course. I was very surprised when he told me this rather old stuff. He said that Donna Karan ordered some wooden furniture from my dad's store for her stores in the United States. So they, Mrs Karan and my dad, discussed the thingie and my dad didn't tell me anything until she went back to her place. He seemed very proud of it and I was like, "you are shitting me, dad. How can you prove that?". Then he showed me photographs of Mrs Karan and him. I'll ask him to show me again those photos....hmm, till now it's still an unsolved mystery for me that Donna Karan knew my dad's furniture store.

... I'm still waiting for her to order more stuff from my dad's store until this day, this minute, this second. Oh.. you don't know how much I wanna meet her...FYI She studied fashion design at Parsons the New School for Design and I really wanna study there. really, really, really want and need to be there in the next several years. *sigh*. Marc Jacobs, Tom Ford, Anna Sui, Narciso Rodriguez, Isaac Mizrahi, Derek Lam, and even Alexander Wang studied there also and they're like great, great worldwide-known designers.

Anyone can dream about their future. and mine is about me, being a famous designer like her (Donna Karan). hahahahaha now you can laugh until it hurts your stomach. But hey, who knows what will be going on tomorrow, or next week, or next year? May be my dream will come true. you know, who knows?

kisses,
Janice

when will we meet again?

I really miss him. looking through old photos and got inspired to photoshop it. please excuse my poor skills in editing. I know it's amateur.. but... I'm going to share it anyway. ;)

missing questions

Were you looking at the same sky? Were you staring at the same stars? Do you miss me as much as I do? Are you going to come back soon? What are you doing right now? Are you having a nice sleep? Are you dreaming about me? Do you feel cold? How are you? Are you alright? Oh you don't know how much I miss you, do you?

xx
Janice

dear life...

found this in tumblr. and this is so me.

image is from here.

a cup of coffee

When she is not sure of her thoughts, feelings and opinions, and when she is feeling miserable no matter what the causes are, she needs someone to talk to. Someone to listen, and someone to not say anything but "I understand". Someone who doesn't talk much but plays a sad melody for her. She says that what she is feeling is not caused by anything particular. Indeed, it is not unusual to find her feeling this way. She doesn't know what she wants, but a gentleman serving her a cup of hot coffee to warm her cold heart up, to melt her icy brain down and to just make her smile, is just perfect. Nothing hard to get, she says. She just wants a cup of hot coffee served by a gentleman. a cup of hot coffee, quite oddly, to lead her to a good sleep. a cup of hot coffee, to keep her dreaming endlessly.

no probs!

sometimes..
i feel strange.

strange enough that i even don't know anything.
everything..

i don't want to lie
i don't want to leave
i just want to sleep
sleep and not wake up again.

problems come and go.
but they haven't. yet.

i don't want to face it.
i don't want to remember a bit of it.
i don't want to think.

i can't do it.
i can. may be.
but i don't feel that i can.

no
no
no
....

this is not good..
but i have to get through it.

everyone should,
must,
and have to
face all their problems.

if you have a problem,
don't be sad.
don't be crazy.
cuz you have a friend.